/Mixed feelings/

 

Watching the blue sky is soothing to me,

while watching the night sky is bleak.

nobody leaves me yet, I don't have anybody with me.

Not that you need people all the time, 

but they sure do have an impact in your life, isn't it?

Everytime I meet somebody it feels good,

for that moment, it really does.

As time goes by and the glasses we drank wine in dry, 

I loose it,

the want to be with someone

to be loved by someone.

It's not wrong or maybe it is , 

from what i know, it sure is different.

You often cant get people what they want from you ,

I guess it's fine.

if you think you're escaping then you possibly are, 

people change people,

because people need people.

yet..yet,

I don't want to fill the hollow inside me.

but I want to watch hanabi with someone.