They say mirror shows you who you really are,
Then I guess she was just sad or depressed or anxious or suffering from dementia or amnesiac or just plain sad.
She use to work for a huge company but then she stopped going
For days than weeks.
As if she didn't want to live rather exist.
What was it midlife crisis?
I remember her saying the things she wanted to do you know.
About the painting the rooms and making it all pastel, getting some flowers.
Now all I can see is glass shattered on the floor and cigarettes on the ashtray, a bottle of bourbon laying around a orchid with no flowers and no life.
What does it mean to loose someone you love?
Have you ever felt it?
I don't know what it feels like,
I have seen so many deaths.
But I guess everytime someone dies they take a piece of us with them so our being, our soul is torn apart.
Everytime.
Living in Cities is so lifeless, you live, you die no one cares.
So, find someone you know why? Because you're weak. You pretend all that much you when you hit the bottom you need love. What ever it's defination be in your world.
Every person is in his/her own world so if that is the case,
how many worlds will there be?
A.M
